Today is the 2nd June 2007 . I'm feeling so emotional, so so so emotional . Mr Jalleh and Miss Willa Chen had been officially pronounced as man and wife this morning . And i see Da Vinci once again, but not all though, people whom i thought will be present ain't present, and vice versa .

I'm supposed to rush my Marketing project now, but i no longer have the urge to do so, especially when i have started thinking of so many things .

30th May 2007 was JieRui's birthday, and i actually neglected it and did nothing . Am i too biased ? I went out for school in the morning, having only an hour of Business Statistic . Then went off to Vivo City with the class to catch a movie of Pirates . At night, i went out with Dennis for a concert . And that marks the 14th birthday of JieRui just like that .

When . . . watching Pirates, Cheryl's boyfriend called me . Because they fought, and he couldn't contact her . Why has he got my number ? Cheryl once used my phone to call him, that's why . He called me, and ask for Cheryl . So i passed the phone down to her . After the call, phone passed back down . He called again and again . It's my phone, and i have to answer first no matter what right ? Even though i knew it's him . And he actually demanded me to pass the phone to Cheryl using a irritating tone . Did i do anything wrong ? ! And i told myself, perhaps i'm being too sensitive . After the movie, Martin, Nathan, Cheryl and me went to Kim Gary to have lunch . Cheryl went off early, and i received an sms a short while after she left . It was her boyfriend . He asked if Cheryl is still with us, i replied despite the way he spoke to me just now and said Cheryl already went off .

Guess what he replied me ? " Ok . . . get lost . . . "

Is that what i get when i try to be friendly, when i forgive him for trashing his own reputation of speaking rudely to me, when i don't consider much and let Cheryl use what she needed in the cinema to talk over my phone despite the fact that i'm using prepaid card and it's so much more expensive to call . I never know why people can be so rude .

I've been thinking for days and my mood is swinging from north to south . . .